nice nice breakfast

yum yum. smell the coffee....
Qi

i'm kinda nutty over nice breakfasts. Actually, i'm crazy about having breakfasts, even if it consists only of a drink. best if it's right after a long sweaty run cos then i'l feel less guilty about indulging. And there is this accomplished feeling. Wow!

well, this time although i didn't go after a run, i went after a brain juice-consuming class. It was the first class of my Better Living: Literature & Technology class. Kirpal is my instructor. He asked many probing questions, most seeming to do with the 'better living' part. Things like 'are u living or simply existing?'. What are the high points in your life in the last 5 years? Are those high points the times when u truly lived? Sigh, i dunno.

i wonder whether thinking so much does indeed make one a better person, a deeper thinker for the purposes of a more meaningful life, a friendlier person, etc? I don't want to become an argumentative, a difficult person to talk to. Sometimes, i'm fine with simply talking rubbish and reading trash. But i promised myself that i will sit myself down and really THINK and consider my life. This is so that if there comes a day when i have to be forced into doing it, it wouldn't b too late. There are also academic purposes. I want to be prepared for some probing questions that Kirpal has to ask. I also want to be prepared should the day come for me to ask myself seriously.

ok, sorry for the abrupt ending. i simply stopped considering.