the SMU graduate

ha. so that's me. assuming i pass everything this term. obviously i don't hope to just pass. anyway, everyone was in high spirits even before the paper began. I think it's cos everyone was equally clueless about what should have been prepared and were discussing how they are goin to do badly. u noe la. the usual, modest pple.

smart me lugged the world to school cos it was open book. in the end, i only refered to 2 pages. sigh. i guess tt's the way it is. i'm home now, having lugged everything back. ha. i actually want to sell my textbooks. argh.

many many of my frens are employed. in fact, some of them start work in 2 weeks! can u believe it. sigh. i'm not that much better. talk about SMU trying to cultivate students who are different. i'm really not one of those different ones.

i had gone about dreaming, wishing about a different future. yet, here i am, already one foot in the conventional door. Coincidentally, B is also in my AMA class. She was in my kindergarden, primary school and now uni. Our parents are friends. And as i told her about my plans, she told me hers. Of course, hers are waaayyy more prestigious. (she beat me at my PSLE ok!) ha. but i felt so grown up. suddenly it's like i have to be independant.

i tink i'l miss SMU. like a lot a lot. not the building. but the life. i loved it. I can only take pride in that i have no regrets. I'm very happy with the stuff i've accomplished and by how much i've gained.

yay! now my exams are over! so my post-exam plans can materialise. But i'm so sleeeeepy. i didn't sleep much last nite. I was so jittery about the exam. coupled with the fact that i drank ginseng tea in the morning. that really killed it. I lay in bed, listening to my roomie cough her lungs out. She's sick la.

Ok, i'm actually goin to clear my room. and my sisters. but after i cut my hair. But i'l go n cut hair after i have my lunch. so yea. since my maid's cooking, i'l blog. ha.