yippee!

my dance proposal got approved so everything will be starting. i'l be calling people up and inviting them to take part in the practices. i'm excited. but i got my first lukewarm response from En. Sigh. it's ok. i'm used to it anyway. but i'l be praying for enthusiastic individuals who will be motivated by their own love for God and a desire to worship Him and draw people to Him.

today's school was good. i was feelin unsure and intimidated by my nego class cos everyone seemed so competitive and capable and i wanted to participate and feared that i'l make bimbotic comments. i'm q capable of it. haha. but i prayed b4 class. And dunno y, i tink i was rather analytical and contributive during class today. yippee! this was the same for law class after. thank God. Cos He takes care of the big items as well as the small ones.

i just read another fren's blog. Well, he's not close to me at all. but i was curious so i went to look. He's the chirpy sort of person who makes frens almost immediately. But his blog was so depressing. But i'm at the same time rather surprised that he was so willing to share so much.

as i was sharing with genie the other day (genie is my best fren. and as her name suggests, she is truly magical), i tink i'm becoming more private. i mean, i talk the same amount, but then i start to talk less and less abt myself. good ar?
cos then i'l be less ego. i tink i'm slowing down. growing old and losing interest in myself. eeeks. i sound like i'm mental. ya, back to me telling genie abt tt. and she said, 'ya, i noticed that too'. help.

i guess there shouldn't b any prob with that, except that i tink it's cos i find it rather discomforting to talk abt myself. weird rite? ai ya, ok, enough abt this nonsense. i shall think of funny things to say soon. bye for now.