Monday, October 15, 2007

Old friends. Best friends

the people i grew up with. the people u hang out with at camps. late into the night, chatting about the guys u have a crush on. tryin to define what on earth puppy love is. and then u talk about school. how the other girl got this bag first, or bagged that guy. and who copy who. and all that girlish rivalry. ridiculous things. which they understand.
then we all grow up. then we talk about him perhaps being 'the one', or not. and we talk about our jobs. then we compare them with our childhood ambitions. then we laugh. at the great disparity. then we focus again. on what's real and achievable. sometimes we focus on the things we can achieve. or the things we've got already. it's just a way of coping. there's no more room for dreaming. or we say, our dreams came to.

old friends. best friends. then sometimes u decide they are the only people who are real friends. the rest are acquaintances. we laughed so much. sometimes we fell back into girlish gossip. it's amazing how God shows His goodness. thru these wonderful people who stand by you. thick and thin. literally. or not.

and who says you can't have more than one best friend?

Notebook shopping

Yes, i do that. i love notebooks. i spend loads of time looking at them, fully aware that i don't need another. Then i slowly pick out one that i eventually buy. Yes, i bought a notebook today. For a grand price of $10.90. But i'm cheered up. And laughing at all the ridiculous things at the bookstore with Q just made my day. Imagine a Puma pencil!



I also came across a book titled "Everything men know about women". And on the back of the book, there writes all these recommendations about how it's a great handbook that both men and women ought to have. And then i open it. And it's all blank. awesome stuff.

The throatclearer

"ahem"


"ahem"


"ahem"



there's this amazing throatclearer in my office. And this goes on all day long.

Friday, October 12, 2007

this morning i woke up with my fists clenched. no, i have no intention to fight anyone. i hv no idea what's going on.

"...we need to look at difficult situations through eyes of faith, even though the circumstances don’t reflect the reality of what we believe yet. It’s like, if u ask a Christian caterpillar what it is, it will tell you, “I’m a butterfly” – something like that." -- E



Surely my God will deliver me. For i put my trust in You.

Thursday, October 11, 2007


Good conversations. Never to be taken for granted. we were supposed to go shopping. And u think "what comes between a girl and her shopping?". Yep. That's it. The first pic is G with her new curls. Really good idea that she chose to do it man. Straight hair is for me. haha.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Tuesday Night Live

Yea yea yea. Us at Dempsey Ben & Jerry's. It's really nicely done up.

We sat on comfy chairs
Looked at art

Showed off mechandise

Take crazy photos

Yep, did i mention crazy photos?

[and Dave, we kept saying we miss u. come home]




Monday, September 24, 2007

"Hi Cheryl dear. :) u r highly favoured, greatly loved and deeply protected child of our heavenly Father. His love and grace is always upon you! God bless and have a great and fruitful time with God." - Aunty C.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Pokemon!

My brother and i were stuck behind in the Kangoo while my mum and my sis figured the road out. (that's what we're always like when Dad's not around. We're lost) And my brother had just invested in his first tech toy. The Nintendo? I think so. It's this white, sleek looking thing. And he was appalled that i didn't know of it.

me: so how do u play it?

bro: there, u press the button and the person will walk

me: ok. (and the "person" walks)

so what happens now?

bro: like that lor. When u run into someone, u can fight him. just keep pressing that button.

me: so how is this intellectually challenging?

bro: it's not.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Have u encountered people who are generous and easy-going? In a weird kinda way, they make you wanna be more generous too?



Yep, these good people. I see them everyday from Monday to Friday.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

POP!

[my brother is trying to smile the way i do]
[cool not?]


Tuesday Night Live 4 Sep 07

Z, C, H
[Too cool for school]
[missing person: dave]
[Some Tuesdays are very good]



4 Sep 07

Germany and Cheryl =)

Update

My new workstation, before i started to clutter it with Hello Kitty/pink stuff. heh.
Interesting sightings at SAF day.


SAF day

My brother likes to act cool (first picture), then i will ask him to smile. And this is wat i get (2nd picture)

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Today He told me He'll turn my situation around.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Rock on by

Today i went to support my church teens in their band competition. it's like a rock band thing. They go through 4 months of practice with a group of experienced musicians, and at the end of it, they compete for a cash prize of $500.

They call themselves Rubberband. haha. I love the name. They didn't win. But i think they were the best band. Really. and i'm being objective. =)
[this is a picture of a picture we took at a company carnival. Germany has kept the original] Germany is the name of my cool friend.
[this is my workstation. It's called the Cheryl Palace, better known as File Kingdom]
[Up close. yea, i'm not v neat. But it's my mess. Loves it.]
[don't u love my stationery?]
[cool not?]
[this is the sign on my work station panel]

thanks for the gifts. you all shouldn't hv. i took a picture cos i really want to remember. I've got to know some really really sweet people. Thank God for great colleague-friends. =)

19 Aug 07 - Zouk Flea

[S and me. We had a marvellous store at a great location. Surrounded by TCS people past and very current. =)]

We basically sold the stuff in our wardrobe that we don't want anymore. I also sold some stuff which my friends didn't want. I only made $100. And i also got myself stuff too! Shoppergirl needs to shop at every available opportunity. heh.
[Kookai bag]
[a holy top] hahahahhaha. i'm so funny!

Wednesday nights live

Every Wednesday night, a bunch of young working professionals gather in Spottiswoode park for cell. hehe. We begin with dinner. And obviously, underaged people are welcome too.

[This is Audrey. She just celebrated her 1st birthday. She joins us every week. (cos it's her house)]
[there you go!]

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

21 August 07

[D, Z and H. And the 2 presents we made for her. ]

Happy birthday Z. U r a treasure. Remember that. =)

[Us, D and J are not here. Cos D thinks we dine too far from where he lives and J's knee is not good]

[Me, Z] Gal pals rock.

Tuesday Nights Live

Monday, August 27, 2007

It's ok

today i told God i can't. so that He'll be my hero and say, it's ok because i can.

And He said it thru Skinny P. I confided in her today. And she said, "You know it's ok right?"

I didn't. But maybe now i know a little bit.

Friday, August 24, 2007

Yippppeeee!

Thursdays are great.

"He shall be like a tree, planted by rivers of water."


I fall at Your feet
Declare You're my King
I cast my cares before You
Your Peace shall reign in me


You're my covering
In You I have everything
You're all that I need
My world is complete

Wednesday, August 22, 2007


[D, Z , H @ Ichiban Esplanade ]


We celebrated Z's birthday last night. Everyone made time and were fairly punctual, in honour of Z, despite heavy work commitments. D, who's in Thailand, and J, who's nursing a surgically-altered knee were both dearly missed (but u both are well-represented on Z's card!) Look at Z's tee. It was our gift to her, along with another tee and a bear (named baba-something by H).


Me: So how, u like the tee?

Z: i love it, but how do i explain to my mum the words?

Me: Erm,,,,, maybe she won't notice?

Z: I don't think so....

H: Don't worry, just tell her that one of your friends had a farewell and made this tee for u.

Saturday, August 18, 2007


When my brother returned from camp this morning i stopped him at the door and forced him to take a picture. So man hor?

Me: E, you're so cool hor?

E: Ya lor. Like you mah.

[the above conversation took place in my imagination]

He teaches my hands to make war, so that my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You have given me the shield of Your salvation; Your gentleness has made me great. You enlarged my path under me, so my feet did not slip. - 2 Samuel 22:35-37

Cheryl to Nathan: I have everything i want when i have you.

[Nathan lives in One Tree Hill (the TV series)]

Friday, August 17, 2007

This is a great movie. If u have time to cuddle up to a loved one (no need bf, good friend(s) also very good) and u appreciate an interesting script, this is the show for u.

I'm listening to one of the songs from there "Way back into Love". Did u know that Hugh Grant can sing?!


Nathan, can u sing too?
This is one of the random photos i found of Corrinne May, on Corrinne May's blog.


Corrinne May makes me cry. Or rather, her songs do. Yesterday, P caught me by surprise by asking if i'd like to go watch Corrinne live at Barfly. And so i said yes!
Met up with P and her colleagues and friends. Although all i saw was the top of Corrinne's head most of the time, and her voice was drowned out by the crowd, I had a nice time in conversation with P and my new friends. In conclusion, it was a good night.

Barfly doesn't allow reservations when they have an event, which i think is a weird/dumb policy. A reservation will cause me to go for a particular restaurant since i know i'd have a seat. And should i be a deliquent customer, they can always give it up to the existing crowd. And if there's none, it just means they are lousy. And there's no loss either way. Sigh. Why don't people get it?

Anyway, thanks P. For enduring the long wait and seeing the top of her head and a weak drink calling itself a mojito. Yep, by the way, the drinks at Barfly are weak. Yep. Weaklings.


Love u all. It's Friday and i really really feel like crashing back into bed. Work cheryl work. You can do this.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

one of numerous fond memories. =)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Me: Are u thinking what i'm thinking?

J: I've already done what u're thinking, slow-poks.



[J and me at L's wedding, also at Hyatt] [photo taken on 1 July 2007]






Rachel and Jen, this is for you (and for me too):


For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for wholeness and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. - Jeremiah 29:11
Me: So how's your food? Mine contains a joke that's why i'm smiling at my food.

Sis: Yea mine too. I needed a break from the laughing so i'm drinking some water.

[this is a random photo of my sis and i at T's wedding. Hyatt is a v nice place to have your wedding dinner. =) ]

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

I want to marry Nathan.
Lucas: You try to see the good in people. You give them the benefit of the doubt. Some people disappoint you. Some people surprise you.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

There's something about Cheryl

This week is definitely a pick-up for me. It got off on a good start with shopping on Monday. I was on the way to the bank and i passed a shop having a sale. Here's the purchases:

1. a pair of pants for work
2. a satin-like shirt for work
3. a flowery skirt
4. another flowery skirt
5. a navy polo tee
6. a green polo tee
7. a Gap singlet (from pyjamas range)

All these came up to $75! ahahahhaha.


Other perks this week include meeting best friends for dinner, 3 new CDs from friend, and changes to look forward to. Thank you You.

Final perk: last night i fell asleep at 5pm. And woke this morning. What bliss. But i also think it's a hint that i'm wayyyy too tired during the week.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

This post does not have a photo

This morning i had breakfast with my sis before going to work. I obviously had a late night the day before.



Sis: Why you carrying so many bags?


Me: Where got? (i only had ONE handbag)


Sis: There (points to my eyes).

Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Sunday, July 29, 2007

Accounting for good people

Surprising as it might seem, the Big Four accountancy firms have lots to teach other companies about managing talented people



BEING interesting can be overrated. Accountants became suddenly intriguing in 2002 with the spectacular collapse of Arthur Andersen, because of its involvement in the scandals surrounding the fall of Enron. This added unwanted colour to a grey profession. Since then the surviving titans of accountancy—Deloitte Touche Tohmatsu, Ernst & Young, KPMG and PricewaterhouseCoopers (PwC), also known as the Big Four—have mostly retreated back into the shadows of public awareness. But interesting they remain, above all for the way they manage their people.

It is not just that they collectively employ some 500,000 people around the world. Many companies are as big as they are. Unlike most, however, the Big Four really mean it when they say that people are their biggest assets. Their product is their employees' knowledge and their distribution channels are the relationships between their staff and clients. More than most they must worry about how to attract and retain the brightest workers.

Time is regularly set aside at the highest levels to chew over how best to do this. Detailed goals are set: Deloitte's 2010 business plan includes targets for staff turnover, the scores it seeks in its annual staff survey and the proportion of female partners it would like to have. Partners are increasingly measured and rewarded as managers of people, not just for the amount of money they bring in. People-related items account for one-third of the scorecard used to evaluate partners at PwC. KPMG's British firm has introduced time codes so that employees can account for how long they spend dealing with staff matters. The idea is that those who devote lots of time to people-related matters are not disadvantaged as a result in pay rises and promotion.

The Big Four are by no means perfect. The sheer numbers they employ can still make them feel like sausage factories. Small firms are quick to take advantage of that when recruiting. Nevertheless, the big firms' evolving efforts to attract the best candidates and to encourage and keep the brightest people provide useful lessons for other companies.

The most intractable problem is that there are never enough skilled or promising people to go around. Just as competition for the best of the bunch is growing, the pool of available talent is changing. In America baby-boomers are flooding into retirement; in Europe the market is greying; and in India and China the large number of graduates masks low numbers of truly high-quality candidates.

Staff demands
There are added problems for accountancy firms. Job cuts earlier in the decade created a shortfall of people now. Regulatory changes, such as America's Sarbanes-Oxley Act, have boosted demand from clients not just for accountants' services but also for their staff. To add to their difficulties the Big Four are now aggressively re-entering the field of advisory services, necessitating a new burst of hiring. Ernst & Young is not unusual: it hired some 25,000 people in 2006, but expects to hire 30,000 this year and 35,000 in 2008.

Much of this recruitment is aimed at hard-to-find experienced professionals, especially important in the advisory businesses where corporate knowledge is highly valued. As a result, an old taboo is being broken and more outsiders brought straight in as partners. Robust selection procedures are used to ensure that they fit in. Programmes that help keep the firm in touch with former employees are also being strengthened so that people who leave can more easily find their way back (these “boomerangs” account for up to a quarter of those hired by the Big Four in America).

Former employees can also act as useful recruiting agents and help to drum up new business. For these alumni programmes to work “a massive cultural switch” is needed, says Keith Dugdale, who looks after global recruitment for KPMG. Few employers are used to helping people leave on good terms. But in an era of job-hopping and a scarcity of skills, loyalty increasingly means having a sense of emotional allegiance to an employer, whether or not that person is still physically on the payroll.

A similar change in attitude is needed to manage the careers of female employees. Each of the Big Four wants to promote more women, who account for about half of their recruits but around a quarter, at best, of their partners. Many women drop off the career ladder at some point (usually to have children or to care for an elderly relative) and find it difficult to get back on again. Options such as career breaks and part-time working are part of the accountants' response. “The Big Four are ahead of most in managing talented women,” says Sylvia Hewlett, author of “Off-Ramps and On-Ramps”, a new book on the subject (see article).

Across borders
Gaps in one country can be plugged with people from another. The Big Four have big plans in Asia, especially China. Deloitte aims to have 20,000 people in greater China by 2015, up from some 8,500 now. But like other firms it is finding that experienced people are thinner on the ground than promising but untested ones. One answer is to use member firms outside China to find experienced Chinese émigrés who want to return home, although they do not always get on well with local employees. Similar techniques are used to handle temporary gluts of work. Canadian accountants cross the border in droves during the American audit season to reinforce their American colleagues' efforts.

Mobility is seen as a useful way to retain and help employees develop. International assignments can be critical in attracting new graduates. According to Pierre Hurstel, Ernst & Young's global managing partner for people, new entrants want to work abroad: that's the biggest change in recruits in the past five years, he says. Recruiters at PwC are authorised to promise the best candidates on campus language training and an overseas visit at the end of their first year. International assignments can be pledged after two to three years. High-minded young people also want to work for companies with a decent ethical reputation.

Retaining good people is the biggest challenge. Turnover rates at the Big Four have historically been high—roughly 15-20% leave each year, compared with as few as 5% in some other industries. The cost of this is “astronomical”, says Jim Wall, Deloitte's managing director of human resources. Mr Wall reckons that every percentage-point drop in annual turnover rates equates to a saving of $400m-500m.

Even so, the accountant's goals are more nuanced than simply increasing retention rates. None of the big accountancy firms wants churn rates to fall too far, if only to keep the performance bar high. Mr Wall thinks a 10-12% turnover rate would be about right; Richard Baird, PwC's people chief, reckons that 12-15% is comfortable. Rather, the Big Four want more of their most talented people to stay.

The biggest staff exodus comes after three years, once recruits have been certified as accountants. Many never intend to stay any longer, aiming instead to parlay their qualifications into a new job and a fatter pay cheque somewhere else. That presents the Big Four with a particular problem: how to identify future stars among the mass of raw recruits. The trouble is, most talent-development programmes start at a later stage in people's careers.

One strategy is simply to persuade people to stay longer, which provides more time for employers to spot and seduce the best performers. The Big Four can point to research conducted among leavers that many would like to return and that even more wish they had stayed longer. Leaving after six years rather than three, say, means that people tend to go into better jobs with higher pay—which can also help the effectiveness of the alumni network.

Driving talent-management practices deeper into the organisation is the bigger priority, says Tony Osude, of the Association of Chartered Certified Accountants. Talent-spotting has traditionally been left to a middle-management layer of audit supervisors until people get closer to being a partner (partly because employees tend to be invisible to many of their superiors, working as they do in small teams at the offices of the client).

The effect has been to underutilise one of the big organisational advantages that the Big Four have: a large pool of partners who can help coach less experienced staff. That is changing. Rather than seeing junior staff as expendable drones, the Big Four's talent bosses want partners to view them as future assets. As well as tying reward schemes to the better management of people, the behaviour of partners is being changed in smaller ways. Deloitte's British firm asks partners to spend a minute with their staff immediately after client meetings to provide feedback so that they fulfil more of a training role.

Scoring skills
Changing the way partners behave takes time and will not solve every problem. Audit work is not the world's most fascinating job and junior staff have limited influence over their assignments. But they can be given a clearer idea of how their career might shape up and greater control over it. Ernst & Young spent years asking partners to identify the skills needed for a gamut of roles, each of which carries a rating from one for beginner to five for a master. Using this, staff will soon be able to view not only a profile of their skills but also what capabilities they need to acquire in order to move up into more senior positions. Many of the training and development services are delivered electronically.

By giving people more control over their career development the big accounting firms are starting to recognise that an overly aggressive “up or out” approach is a risky strategy when skills and bright people are in short supply. “Not everyone will be a senior partner,” says Doug Jukes, KPMG's lead partner for people management. “But they can still be extremely valuable to the firm.” Deloitte is in the process of boosting the status and pay of principals, a grade between director and partner for senior people.

Even so, a partnership remains the goal of the ambitious. KPMG has a programme called Compass, which identifies 11 career milestones on the path to becoming a senior partner, each of which triggers development activities. PwC runs Genesis Park, a five-month residential course for a hand-picked group of would-be partners from around the world.

People are expected to keep learning and networking after they have been made a partner too. Mr Hurstel, at Ernst & Young, worries about how to keep long-serving partners happy and energised, especially after the Enron scandals have eroded their godlike status. “Great armies have the capacity to restore their wounded,” he says. One of the programmes he runs is called “leaving a legacy”. It is designed in part to help prepare partners for life outside the firm, perhaps as board directors, but also to help them pass on their expertise.

The scale of resources pumped into talent management by the Big Four may be beyond most employers, but many of their ideas could still be copied. Building programmes that keep the company in touch with former employees, offering more flexible career paths to women and making people management an explicit part of the incentive system for senior staff are all useful tools for employers of people who think for a living. A more intriguing question is whether the organisational structure of the big accounting firms also has lessons for other companies.

More room at the top
Being a partnership confers some advantages. It is not just that a large number of senior people are available to help train and encourage junior ones—what Deloitte's Mr Wall calls an apprentice model—but that more people can succeed. Whereas success at a typical company means climbing to one of a few top positions—and probably elbowing others aside in the process—partnerships provide a broader top to the pyramid. Between them, the Big Four firms had more than 30,000 partners in 2006.

Partnerships are also flexible: if someone is good enough, the number of partners can be expanded to accommodate them. They are also consensual in style, which is important when managing clever, self-regarding people. The principles of joint ownership help to encourage networking and co-operative behaviour. “It is easier to persuade people about the importance of talent management in a partnership,” says Mr Baird.

But partnerships also have their downsides. Decision-making and innovation can be a lot tougher when so many other people have to be consulted. And in big partnerships people cease to know each other personally. For the Big Four, these problems are reinforced by their unwieldy federations of individual member firms scattered around the world.

According to Lowell Bryan, a partner at McKinsey and author of “Mobilising Minds”, a new book on getting the most from people, the ideal corporate organisation would blend elements of the typical company, the armed forces and professional services firms. An expanded “partner-like” group of senior managers at the top of the company is one of the features that he thinks could usefully be borrowed from professional services.

Cynics may wonder if the Big Four's focus on talent is only cyclical. Will expansion in their fast-growing advisory businesses make them less concerned about nurturing people in lower-margin audit work? Would an economic downturn quickly send head-counts plunging again? The size of workforces at individual firms, and in the business lines within them, will continue to ebb and flow with demand. But the supply constraints faced by employers are more rigid. As the battle in the long-heralded “war for talent” is joined across industries and countries, it could be worth keeping an eye on how the Big Four are quietly leading the charge.
Today after a gruelling 2.5 hour session of chemistry tuition, i sat down to an episode of Grey's Anatomy season 2. Here are some exerpts:

You can have anything u want if u give up everything else to get it.
-Meredith

I may not be the most talented. But i was the best. What i didn't have, i made up for with discipline.
-Burke's patient.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Mad post part 2

God (to Gideon): Surely I will be with you, and you shall defeat the Midianites* as one man.

Judges 6:16


God (to me): Surely I am with you. And what seems like a losing battle, u will win.



*The Midianites and Amalekites, all the people in the East, were lying in the valley as numerous as the locusts; and their camels were without number, as the sand by the seashore in multitude. Judges 7:12

Sunday, July 01, 2007

All things work for our good
Though sometimes we can’t see how they could.
Struggles that break our hearts in two
Sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what’s best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
And you just can’t see Him,
Remember He’s still on the throne.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don’t understand,when you don’t see His plan,
When you can’t trace His hand,
trust His heart.

He sees the Master plan.
He holds the future in His hands.
So don’t live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
But He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry,
He’s weaving you and me
To someday be just like Him.